Reality Check

Today I want to start today from where I’m at. I believe God loves everyone. I’m not enjoying life right now because I am in A LOT of pain. I want my family to be saved. I want ALL of my family and friends to be in heaven. Mom, Dad, Grandparents, Children, Grandchildren Sisters, Brothers, Aunts, Uncles, Nieces, Nephews, Cousins, In-Laws, Out-Laws…EVERYONE! I want my ex-husbands there too! Jesus loves everyone!

I have been asked to give my testimony and I had hoped that by now some of the people would have responded. But they haven’t. 

Below are some questions I have been asked and my answers…

  • Is someone denying your reality? (Yes)
  • Do you  live in a fixer upper house? (Yes)
  • Have you lived in this fixer upper house for 15 years? (Yes)
  • Does your furnace work properly? (No)
  • Does your furnace need to be replaced? (Yes)
  • Can your family live there in winter without heat? (No. The pipes will freeze.)
  • Was your furnace broken in January 2023? (Yes)
  • Have you asked for help? (Yes)
  • Is your kitchen falling apart? (Yes)
  • Does your hot water heater work properly? (No) (Yes) Wait! I’m confused! I know it was replaced and it’s new, yet it keeps not producing hot water, then it gets repaired and it works, then it doesn’t work…..
  • Have you asked for help? (Are you listening to me?)
  • What were you told when you asked for help? (NO!!!! NOT GOING TO HAPPEN!!!!)
  • Do you have money to fix these issues? (No)
  • Do You need a new car soon? (Yes)
  • What kind of car do you want? (I want a van with a kitchen and a bathroom because it’s hard for me and my family to live without those two things.)
  • Are you bad for acknowledging reality? (No)
  • Does God see you? (Yes)
  • Does God care? (Yes)
  • Has this ever happened to you before? (Yes. I went through a similar experience back in the year 2000. It was awful! I feel dread when I think about it.)
  • Do good people go to heaven? (No. Forgiven people go to heaven.)
  • Have you been born again? (YES!)
  • Is Jesus Christ your savior and Lord? (Yes!!!)
Does being in a family means you will love and be loved for the rest of your life, no matter what? (I’m confused. Have you met my family?)

 

 

 

 

 

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